jeebus

i am sick and this sucks...
i have been sick now for a week and just sooo tired... i went to the doctor last tuesday and she said it was just a viral cold thing and just to ride it out... i called the doctor and friday and they said just keep doing what i am doing- drink fluids, rest, etc. and then today i went back to the doctor because i just can't breathe and the coughing is killing me and apparently i have a bad case of viral bronchitis...there is nothing a preggers woman can do about it... the treatments they could give me i can't take during pregnancy... so i just get sit and suffer and try not to die....the doctor said i am not allowed to work for a few days because technically i could spread it around plus i can't freakin breathe...i guess its better than pneumonia... but i dunno...
grrr
i go to my regular OB appointment tomorrow and have my weekly ultrasound... yay...i actually have to get an internal exam too..yum... so i have to lay down and be probed while trying not to cough my lungs out...greaaatt....but i guess at this point when i feel so crappy one more thing bothering doesn't really matter...
poor eric has to come with me to the doctor just to translate what i am saying because my voice is so bad at its best and sometimes completely nonexistant or just a barely audible whisper...
i am so tired but can't sleep... so much work to do but can't focus... cleaning/moving around too much makes so tired and wheezy...TV is driving me insane and i can't even talk on the phone or anything because i can't breathe and have no voice!! cripes... this really sucks...
i think work is pissed at me...i have had to take so many days for various doctor's appointments and ailments.... i am supposed to be so cautious... it sucks though cuz they haven't said not to go work entirely but i am supposed to take all this time to "rest" christ!! it sucks for my students and my staff and i know my principal thinks it sucks... just what i need is to get fired... i keep trying to stay ahead and then get whacked with something else...
this baby is coming soon too... so that could be anytime something can happen... egads...
so much stress... and feeling shitty doesn't help at all...
blah
i hope it doesn't take another week to get over like the doctor said today...she said it could be for a whole other week before i get some relief... i will go crazy....
ok
i am done complaining now... i know i am big whiner... sorry....
just have to feel sorry for myself a bit right now... will update tomorrow after appointment if anything of note happens...