sickness and health?

well i went to the doctor's again today... i live at fairview..
i got pink eye medicine beause my eye is running and crusty as of last night... so that's great...
anyway... baby is doing really well... i am apparently a couple centimeteres dilated and somewhat effaced- she didn't give me the exact effacement percentage but she said i am getting ready and baby is head down and getting into position...sheesh... almost time!! so we'll see...
she also said that if he is getting super big by next week's measurement..if he's around 8 pounds or so then we are going to schedule a c-section...which is a little nerve wrecking but in some respects i'd rather have that have hi shouldrs get stuck during delivery cuz he's too big... i am actually losing weight being sick...i have lost 8 pounds this week from just eating soup and tea and cocoa and an occasional snack of whatever...been so blah...food have been not too important... hopefully i will feel better soon though...supposed to stay home from work tomorrow too but i may go in if i can finally sleep tonight....and if i feel even a touch better iw ill go in.... although the doctor recommended i should stay home at least one more if not the rest of week!!! what the heck..if only i were rich.... if i felt better i would have been in already!! egads... oh well it's just money...that's all i can worry about now...i cant worry too much right now... it will work out...
::deep breath into paper bag::
hehe
okay...going to rest now.... cross your fingers i feel better and i have a little while before having this baby!!!