waiting

well i am waiting now....just sort of in this holding pattern... he's not as giant as they were worried about which is good but he's still on the big side about 8 pounds... if he gets really big then a csection will be scheduled for the weekend of the 23rd (which is eric's birthday)...and if he is measuring really big in general they may just give me a csection if i go into labor too... they just won't let me progress if he is looking too big... they are worried about his shoulders being too big and him getting stuck... i don't really care how they get him out at this point just so that he's safe and healthy and out of my body!! hehe ...i am getting tired of being preggers but still quite scared about bringing him home and being his mom!! so many things to consider.... but i know he'll be fine and so will i... just makes me a bit nervous...and excited... anyway...hoping to get through one more week of work if possible...i think it would be nice to get paid for one more week... but if not it will be fine...it's up to him now when he wants to put in his first appearance to the world... but all is well...i am no longer horribly sick and i my blood sugar has been good and my blood pressure good... i have my energy spurts and my exhausted spurts but overall doing well... that's good... trying to get stuff done i won't be able to do soon... got to get some homework done too... my work paperwork stuff is pretty wrapped up which is super nice...my sub should be able to breathe a bit easier.... anyway...
not much else happening just waiting now... lalalalalalalala