i am a lemming...

everyone has a blog so here i have one too so nyah ::pbbt::

i figured with up the impending birth of Pancake i will post updates and random thoughts as i go through the last bits of my preggerness and start my new path of punkymommyhood...

so i will just say i am pretty ready to have my body back to myself...i am stick to tears of doctor's offices and appointments and feeling sluggish and randomly ill or achey...
i have felt fairly well throughout my pregnancy i think but doctor's are overly vigilant or maybe just routinely vigilant i am unsure as i have not done this before....

i will let those readers here who may not know that i previously had high blood pressure before becoming preggers and have since been diagnosed with gestational diabetes... i have been doing fine with both "ailments" and baby is busy and active and getting to be a chunky monkey... but i have missed a ton of work (as a teacher this sucks- my poor assistants and kids!! i rely so heavily on them being able to cope with my annoying absences) and know more about the clinic(s) i have to go to than anything- all of the nurses and doctors know me by name...::blushes::
it's scary....it's a huge clinic not a quaint personal type of clinic where that should naturally occur... but it seems if i can do something spastic (like slip on ice and fall face/belly first in the middle of the parking lot at school) or have weird random occurrences (like slight bleeding or weird stomach ailments) i will... planning seems to mean little these days...
but... on the good side... i have tried to remain very positive and i try to generally feel good as much as i can and pancake seems to be doing well..i hope he remains that way!! ::crosses fingers::

i had an ultrasound yesterday and he wouldn't sit still!! eric and i are still looking for the perfect name so we'll see what happens... no real big winners yet... poor pancake...might get stuck being just pancake hehe.... ::shakes head:: :)

i have felt horrible today and i am going to bed...hopefully i will be able to sleep tonight!! more to come as "interesting" things come up!!